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Friday, November 6, 2009
Love's Totally sad , lost and angry right now . I wonder why , god made people leave . When we're starting to love them . Last time, my grandmother , followed by my ahgong , then my auntie . Why ? Why are gods doing this to us ? Don't they feel the pain ? I guess no . You know , why i've been offline for 1 week ? My dearest ahgong passed away . Another one . I've been closer to him than my previous ahgong . I guess some of you know him . The one selling ice cream . The old one , his been providing 5 childrens , by selling ice cream . You guys know something ? Other people can retire at the age of 50-65 . But for my grandfather , 2 years ago, when his 70. Discovered he got cancer . BUT , he continued working . Selling ice cream . Returning home late at night . We got so worried . We told him to stop working . But i got a uncle , his son ; whose not working . Not looking for job ; Not looking for a wife . My ahgong has no choice other than feeding him . It's uber sad . Serious . Until 3 months ago , he started to be wheelchair bound . His still good that time, able to talk to us . Play with us, i remembered. We brought him to stroll around the park . His been smiling to us, taking photo with us . We're so happy . I'll post the picture later . The picture i love the most . Until last week, he started to become mentally disabled . One thing that i feel pain , he said he dont know everyone . My aunty asked him , he say he don't know each one of us . My heart, during that time . Stopped, hurt . Idk why . His been taking care of everyone of us . During chinese new year 2009. I went to his house :) I saw him, that time, his fine. I went to talk to him . He said that i'm good . And he hugged me . I'm so touched . During his funeral , as some of you know . One of my uncle is in gangsterism . But i never knew what gang he is in . And his the leader of the gang . I always thought it's only a small gang . Until today ; the last day of the funeral . 300 people came, all wearing black . Sending my ahgong his last journey . I asked my uncle, who are they . To find out it's my uncle's ginnahs . I was shocked . They recited their gang's poem . And i found out, it's Hup Soon Heng . A well known gang in Singapore . I'm damn shocked . For that moment, i hate it when my uncle brought those rascals to my ahgong's funeral . Okay, totally moodless to post now . I'm gonna sleep. It's been 3 days since i last slept , tomorrow gonna get my ahgong's ashes and bones . 1.21 AM now . Bye guys ! Ahgong, hearts and loves from you ; always gonna be in my memory . Which wont be erased . I Love you! |