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Sunday, November 15, 2009
Boring . Sup guys ! Holiday is really boring . But schooling is also boring , don't know what should i do . - - SIAN . And guys , thanks for the tags ? Haha . Quarelled with that unreasonable pubor . She don't know why , keep kpkb recently . Before the conversation , she never show you . Keep spamming . 5 Times in a row . Knn , Timothy she also kpkb . _|_ . Okay , end my post here . Bye ! Thursday, November 12, 2009
New Blogskin! Hais , changed my blogskin :) . Spent 1 hour looking for it . Hahahaha ! Just leave a tag ? Thanks babeh ! I love you man ! Enjoy your Holiday ? I'm gonna SA . BYE ! Tuesday, November 10, 2009
How are you ? Ahgong , it's been 1 week since you left us . How are you doing ? Getting on fine ? And today's night , is the seventh day . Please come back and visit us . Please ! Everybody is missing you . Especially Ahma . Yesterday , i saw her at the coffeeshop . Intended to packet home , for my brother . But i saw her , sitting alone . Looking around , waiting for my mother to come for dinner together . I despise the scenario . You know ? Last time , it would be my ahgong and ahma sitting together , talking and waiting for my mother to come . Now , she's alone . I sat down , and talked to her . When my mother arrived , i left and went home . After i reached home , my brother scolded me . For being so long , i kept quiet . Even though i did something good . Even if i said , they'll always take me as a ex-gangster , so what for ? They won't believe me . Ahgong , this 7 days , i would wake up . Thinking , how are you getting on ? Have you eaten ? And most importantly , do you miss us ? You would say :" AHYUAN ! NIHAO! NIHAOMA ?" When i reached your house everytime .. You would hug me hard , when i sat beside you and play with you . You would tap on my shoulder and say :"Ah yuan ar ! you mei you qian ? yao bu yao ah gong gei ni ?" I would say NO . You would say that i'm the best grandchild you're having everytime . You would ask me to study hard, and encourage even when i fail . You would pass me the remote control , even though you're watching the show you like . You would tell me to eat , when it's dinner time . You would take a can of soya bean for me , as you know i love it . & Lastly , you would wave goodbye , and give me a goodbye kiss . But where issit ? Before you left here . And go to somewhere better ? AhGong , please come back and visit us today ! PLEASE ! If you have not enough time , don't bother about me . Find your sons and daughters , especially ahma . But please visit me if you have time . I seriously miss you . AhGong , i hope that you left ; is a good relieve for you . You'll always remain in my heart , deeply . I love the date 2/11/2009 . As it's the date that , you left . To search for your family , and it's a day . For you to get out of your pain , and worries . AhGong , Ahyuan always love you . Sunday, November 8, 2009
LOVE. Guys , thanks for the condolences, motivations , encouragements you all gave me . I felt that i had loads of great friends . But again , may my ahgong rest in peace , and look for his dad and mum . Who they lost contact since 1987. Okay, recently kept SA-ing . Too fun . New IGN : x5Xiaoyuan . Ownager :) Okay, short post . Sorry . Bye bye ! TAG ME PLEASE ! I LOVE ALL OF YOU ! Friday, November 6, 2009
Love's    Totally sad , lost and angry right now . I wonder why , god made people leave . When we're starting to love them . Last time, my grandmother , followed by my ahgong , then my auntie . Why ? Why are gods doing this to us ? Don't they feel the pain ? I guess no . You know , why i've been offline for 1 week ? My dearest ahgong passed away . Another one . I've been closer to him than my previous ahgong . I guess some of you know him . The one selling ice cream . The old one , his been providing 5 childrens , by selling ice cream . You guys know something ? Other people can retire at the age of 50-65 . But for my grandfather , 2 years ago, when his 70. Discovered he got cancer . BUT , he continued working . Selling ice cream . Returning home late at night . We got so worried . We told him to stop working . But i got a uncle , his son ; whose not working . Not looking for job ; Not looking for a wife . My ahgong has no choice other than feeding him . It's uber sad . Serious . Until 3 months ago , he started to be wheelchair bound . His still good that time, able to talk to us . Play with us, i remembered. We brought him to stroll around the park . His been smiling to us, taking photo with us . We're so happy . I'll post the picture later . The picture i love the most . Until last week, he started to become mentally disabled . One thing that i feel pain , he said he dont know everyone . My aunty asked him , he say he don't know each one of us . My heart, during that time . Stopped, hurt . Idk why . His been taking care of everyone of us . During chinese new year 2009. I went to his house :) I saw him, that time, his fine. I went to talk to him . He said that i'm good . And he hugged me . I'm so touched . During his funeral , as some of you know . One of my uncle is in gangsterism . But i never knew what gang he is in . And his the leader of the gang . I always thought it's only a small gang . Until today ; the last day of the funeral . 300 people came, all wearing black . Sending my ahgong his last journey . I asked my uncle, who are they . To find out it's my uncle's ginnahs . I was shocked . They recited their gang's poem . And i found out, it's Hup Soon Heng . A well known gang in Singapore . I'm damn shocked . For that moment, i hate it when my uncle brought those rascals to my ahgong's funeral . Okay, totally moodless to post now . I'm gonna sleep. It's been 3 days since i last slept , tomorrow gonna get my ahgong's ashes and bones . 1.21 AM now . Bye guys ! Ahgong, hearts and loves from you ; always gonna be in my memory . Which wont be erased . I Love you! |
